Well, I have registered with mums net to get my blog noticed, lord knows why,
Maybe because I want to help other people before it is too late for them, before they go down this path of doom.

Don't ever get me wrong, I seem or appear to love my children, but all I feel is guilt.  Is this good enough, do I give them enough (time, care, ears etc)

I have neglected myself beyond belief, I no longer care what I look like, I have not had my hair cut in over 18 months, my colour. highlights have grown out, I am now fashionable, cos it looks like dip dye.  My nails are broken, my hands are dry, my skin is a mess, but do I care.... if I did I would do something about it, surely I would.